Showing posts with label BYU. Show all posts
Showing posts with label BYU. Show all posts

August 10, 2015

I LOVE BYU

As I mentioned earlier, I finally graduated from BYU in May!!! (Well, technically I finished my last class in May and graduated in June.) I really felt so accomplished, mostly because it was so hard to finish online. But also because I got my bachelor's degree and that is something to be proud of, for me anyways! It only felt appropriate that I took my last final ever on BYU soil where it all began for me. (Side note: Gordy just said out of nowhere, "You know what I want, I want to be the mockinjay. Alright, G.) I know that a lot of people feel a sense of pride and loyalty to their alma matter, and I feel that right along with them. BYU was the perfect college experience for me. I learned and grew in all the ways I hoped. I'm someone who has always enjoyed school and learning, but BYU felt different for me. I studied things I'm passionate about and the whole campus has this feel that just by being there you're improving yourself. I'm a big fan.

Perhaps the highlight of my BYU career was going on my study abroad to Jerusalem.  I will be forever changed from this! It was a busy semester full of 15 credits; daily adventures in the Old City; weekly field trips all over Israel; trips to Turkey, Jordan, and Galilee; delicious food; amazing cultures; incredible professors who taught me so many truths; literal lifelong friends; and pretty much a big party for 4 months straight. I have so many memories that I could literally write about for years, but I'll spare you those. Except for this: in the informal talent show I licked my elbow. I practiced for weeks and had a friend coach me. You heard me, that really happened.

Thanks BYU for helping me reach my dreams and plan new ones. Go Cougs!!!





August 9, 2015

MAY IN UTAH: PART III

Since G graduated at the end of April and didn't start work until July, we decided that we would be crazy if we didn't take advantage of our time off and visit  family for a while! We ended up going for the entire month of May, and I'm really glad that we did, especially because I think our visits out there are going to lessen greatly now that G has begun his career. But that's okay because I keep telling myself that people can come visit us too! 

During the last part of our Utah trip, we celebrated G's Nana's (great grandma's) 105th birthday (can you believe it?!) and went to a cousin's baby shower where it was fun to visit with extended family. We also explored Antelope Island, which I had never been to before, but it was sure beautiful! We saw a few deer, antelope, tons of buffalo, lots of pretty birds, and a few coyotes too! We also walked through the Payson, UT Temple Open House and OH MY it's a beautiful temple! I love seeing the different architecture and decorations throughout each temple, and I especially love the feelings inside. There is no greater peace that I have found than within the walls of a temple.  (Click here and scroll down to "Blessings of Temples" if you are curious what I'm talking about.) Although I didn't get any pictures of us at the temple because of the crazy rain storm, we had a lovely time and I'm so glad that we went!

You can bet that we made another trip up to the ranch too! That place is just magical and houses so many good memories for us.  We came back a little earlier than our family to go see my SIL Lisa and her baby who were in town from California! It was so much fun to visit with them because we never get to see them!! We take whatever time we can and we just love them so much! For memorial day we had a big BBQ at my parents with my Brewer cousins! It was so much fun to visit with everyone and to celebrate Memorial Day together the best way we know how...eating! ;) We also had a good game of croquet and some crazy trampoline jumping. And I decided my mom is officially the cutest ever when I saw her leading 6 tiny grandbabies/grandcousins around the backyard and through the tall flowers on their "treasure hunt." There is no one like her! It made me remember how awesome she was throughout my childhood when she constantly played and explored with us. I love that woman dearly!

We took a few pool days and played at the Provo Rec Center with our nieces, went to dinner with some Jru friends, filmed a project for my last class ever at BYU and I also took my last final ever! I thought it was pretty neat that I got to end my college experience where I started it, despite having been finishing school online on the other side of the country for the past while. By the time I rushed home, my score had been uploaded (I passed!), so G and I celebrated with some Graham Canyon ice cream at the creamery on 9th! Woohoo!! I still can't believe that I'm finished, but at the same time it feels so so good. I am proud of myself for what I've accomplished and I'm so grateful for the institution that provided me so many opportunities to learn and so much growth. #gocougs!

We had such a great time in Utah. It's always a big struggle for us to balance family and friends and everything else that is always going on (thanks for being patient with us), but we still had a good time! It's funny though, because even though we go "home" to visit our families, we always talk about how it doesn't feel like home for us right now. It feels very familiar and lovely, but you know that feeling when you get home from vacation and feel so good walking into your home? You get excited and just feel so good to be back and like that place missed you too? That's how we felt leaving Utah and arriving in Pennsylvania.  That's how we always felt leaving Utah and going home to Alabama. I am really grateful for these feelings that reaffirm to me that we are where we need to be. I'm also so glad that we have felt at home so quickly in these places! It is still a bit strange to wrap our heads around it every time it happens in Utah, though. Life is so much fun and meant for adventuring and I can't help but smile when I think we're doing just that.















^^ My mom is a saint for pushing G and his bum ankle (dang tendinitis!) around at Target! haha. He's such a big kid and always keeps us laughing. After he decided to get his own motorized shopping cart, he kept trying to run us over or play hide and seek. haha. ^^







^^ G worked alllll day knocking over dead trees and chopping them up so that he could make a giant burn pile and have some fun. The pile ended up slightly bigger than what he told his dad it would be, and the explosion it made when it lit up was quite the experience! Boys will be boys? ^^



My Sammy and Jerusalem pals.




Took a celebratory graduation picture with the Y in the background after my last final...
and visited this wonderful family that I used to nanny. No better family! I love them so.





























 ^^ Still shot from my filming for my last class at BYU! ^^




 ^^ This is my niece, and I know I'm biased and think that all of my nieces are the cutest in the world, but aren't they really?! ^^

We loved all of our family time and our fun month in Utah! 



February 2, 2015

IT'S CRAZY TIME



Wow! This semester is just going! I can't believe that it is the start of FEBRUARY OF 2015! How does time pass so quickly? I would love to figure that out someday...it's so intriguing to me. 2015 has been good to us already.  We are blessed to both have jobs, to both go to school, and to keep learning every day.  I am still in shock that after April we will both be finished with school (at least for a little while).  It seems so crazy to imagine myself graduated from college, and to be honest, as excited as I am for that..I'm a little sad too. (#nerdalert)

In January I started as an intern at the Children's Hospital working within the Neurosurgical Department specifically within the Spina Bifida Program.  This internship has been a dream come true! I love my supervisor and coworkers, putting my knowledge to use in the real world, helping people who have different life challenges than I do, and simply working.  This internship has reaffirmed to me how much I love my major!  I'm so incredibly grateful that I was led to study in this field. 

Life lately has been interesting.  It took us a few weeks this semester to get situated in our new routine.  My weeks now consist of 30 hours of internship, nannying, and homework and G's are packed with 30 hours of work and 17 credits.  Even though we are so busy, we feel so happy and so much love for each other!  However, I've been in a bit of a weird place.  All of a sudden, I feel like I am being pulled in a number of ways.  I feel drawn to so many good things and almost overnight I have felt that my lifelong dreams and plans and aspirations are changing and I'm considering so many different options.  It's been hard for me, in all honesty.  I've always had an idea of what I wanted to be "when I grew up" and now different options are becoming possible and desirable realities.  I think the hardest part is just feeling unsure.  As I've felt all of these pulls and dreams and thoughts cloud my mind, I have learned to appreciate my loving husband who constantly offers support and advice and a loving Heavenly Father who allows us to receive personal revelation when we seek it.  I have experienced the joy and peace that comes from aligning our will with God's will these last few weeks in a way that I've never experienced before.  

And in case you were wondering why we looked like babies in that blurry iphone photo....this picture is in honor of going on our second date three years ago this last weekend to the Jazz game with Gordy's parents! (our first date was a blind date just three days prior to this date haha). I sure love this man of mine! It's so fun to see how far we've come. xo to my gordykins

ps that polo shirt!?! hahahaha but he's so cute!

December 21, 2014

A DAY IN BETHLEHEM

While studying abroad in Jerusalem, we got the clearance to travel into Bethlehem for one day. This was a day that I will forever hold dear, and where some of my greatest spiritual experiences and memories come from while on my study abroad! I love Christmas because of all of the festivities, traditions, family time, twinkling lights, happy spirits, and good food.  But most of all, I love the month of December and the season of Christmas because it is a time that I reflect more heavily on my Savior. It is nearly impossible for me to think of my Savior and not think about my many experiences in or around Jerusalem on my study abroad.  This was a time for me of growth and light. This month, I have been thinking a lot about that day in Bethlehem in particular.  While some things of that day are too personal for me to share on this blog, others I would love to expound upon.



After visiting the Herodium, Bethlehem University, and eating lunch at the Tent Restaurant, we made our way to the Church of the Nativity.  The entrance to the Church of the Nativity is almost hard to spot--it is so small.  It was built like that on purpose to suggest humility upon all entering.  In fact, you wouldn't know it but in the picture right below we are all waiting in line to go through the door.



^^ Our Jewish professor, Ophir Yardin, in the hat.  
We unexpectedly ran into him there! 
The entrance to the Church of the Nativity is directly behind his head. ^^


^^ The small doorway from the inside... ^^

In order for this all to make sense to you, I'll show you a picture.  These cities in the Near East have been around for quite some time, and when they would get conquered and rebuilt, people would build on top of the existing buildings.  This has created layers of different time periods under what is now the ground of the city.  So, to illustrate take a look at the picture below which is a mosaic floor underneath the floor of the Church today. 


Many historical sites in Israel are down a flight or more in the ground where the layers of that time period actually existed.  The Church of the Nativity is built over a cave that tradition marks as the birthplace of Jesus.  Most pilgrims go to the Church of the Nativity to stand in line and file past the Star of Bethlehem (where many believe is the exact spot of earth where Jesus was born).  Upon entering the Church, we found the wait to see the Star of Bethlehem to be an hour long.  Since we didn't have time to do both, we were given the choice of waiting in line with other pilgrims to file past the iconic Star of Bethlehem or to venture down with one of our professors into the same cave (but a different section) to have more of a devotional-type experience.  Since I don't have any pictures of the Star of Bethlehem, I bet you can guess which option I chose....


I learned very quickly on my study abroad that it didn't matter the exact place, but the event that took place there or somewhere near there.  While in the Nativity Cave (pictured above), we sang hymns and songs about our dear Lord and Savior.  I remember that the words of "Away in a Manger" all of a sudden became real as I stood in that manger!

Away in a manger, no crib for his bed,
The little Lord Jesus laid down his sweet head;
The stars in the heavens look down where he lay, 
The little Lord Jesus asleep on the hay.

Silent night! Holy night!
All is calm, all is bright.
Round yon virgin mother and Child
Holy Infant, so tender and mild, 
Sleep in heavenly peace; sleep in heavenly peace.

Silent night! Holy night!
Shepherds quake at the sight! 
Glories stream from heaven a-far;
Heav'nly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Savior, is born! Christ, the Savior is born!

Silent night! Holy night!
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from thy holy face, 
With the dawn of redeeming grace, 
Jesus, Lord at thy birth; Jesus, Lord at thy birth.

I clearly remember sitting there in the back of the bus upon leaving, hurriedly scribbling in my journal while talking to my friend Dev about our experiences.  I wrote, "We can invite Christ to be born into our lives and others anywhere we are.  Spirit here is overwhelming! I couldn't sing at times because I was overcome with the Spirit. It was an incredible feeling!" 

I remember that as I sang, I had this overwhelming sensation that I was realizing truths more fully but that I had previously learned them before...that there was a strong sense of familiarity to those words that we sung together. Those truths were that Jesus came to this earth as a baby, was born in a manger, and that He was not just a normal baby, but He was a child of God.  He came to the earth to save us all.  His humble birth became infinitely more meaningful as I realized that we were all singing praises to Him because of His divine mission, not so much because of His divine entrance into the world.  He was not just another baby, but the Baby that would save us all from sin. There is no doubt in my mind that Jesus is the Christ.  

Papa Hunts (my New Testament professor) would always quote President Hinckley who said, "There would be no Christmas if there had not been Easter.  The babe Jesus of Bethlehem would be but another baby without the redeeming Christ of Gethsemane and Calvary, and the triumphant fact of the Resurrection." (find the whole talk here...it's a good one!)  In short, these words came to life for me that day in a way that they never had before.

This year while reading the December Ensign I came across the following quote by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland.  He said, "You can't separate Bethlehem from Gethsemane or the hasty flight into Egypt from the slow journey to the summit of Calvary.  It's of one piece.  It is a single plan.  It considers 'the fall and rising again of many in Israel' [Luke 2:34], but always in that order. Christmas is joyful not because it is a season or decade or lifetime without pain and privation, but precisely because life does hold those moments for us." (from this talk.) 

We got off the bus in what looked liked the middle of nowhere.  We followed our professors as we walked around some hills and then sat down on any rocks that we could find, or on the dirt.  We had arrived in some shepherd's fields, we were told.  The sun was just setting and you could see parts of Bethlehem not too far away.  Real shepherd's fields! In Bethlehem! The more I looked around, the more I realized that this field looked like those in the paintings depicting the shepherds at Jesus' birth. Again, that night of old became real to me!  Our professors each shared some thoughts about Jesus' birth and then we proceeded to sing some Christmas hymns together. 




O little town of Bethlehem, how still we see thee lie.
Above thy deep and dreamless sleep the silent stars go by;
Yet in thy dark streets shineth the ever-lasting Light.
The hopes and fears of all the years are met in thee tonight.

For Christ is born of Mary, and, gathered all above while mortals sleep, 
the angels keep their watch of wond'ring love.
O morning starts, together proclaim the holy birth,
And praises sing to God the King, and peace to men on earth.

The first Noel the angel did say was to certain poor shepherds
 in fields as they lay,
In fields where they lay keeping their sheep on a cold winter's night
 that was so deep.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel! 
Born is the King of Israel!

They looked up and saw a star shining in the East beyond them far, 
And to the earth it gave great light, and so it continued both day and night,

While shepherds watch'd their flocks by nigh, all seated on the ground, 
The angel of the Lord came down, and glory shone around.
"Fear not," said he, for mighty dread had seized their troubled mind; 
"Glad tidings of great joy I bring to you and all mankind."

"To you, in David's town this day, is born of David's line
The Savior who is Christ the Lord, and this shall be the sign: 
The heav'nly Babe you there shall find to human view displayed, 
All meanly wrapped in swathing bands, and in a manger laid."

Thus spake the seraph, and forthwith appeared a shining throng of angels praising God,
who thus addressed their joyful song:
"All glory be to God on high and on the earth be peace.
Good will henceforth from heav'n to men begin and never cease."

It came upon the midnight clear, that glorious song of old, 
From angels bending near the earth to tough their harps of gold:
"Peace on the earth, good will to men from heav'n's all-gracious King."
And ever o'er its babel sounds the blessed angels sing.

Far, far away on Judea's plains, 
Shepherds of old heard the joyous strains:
Glory to God, Glory to God, 
Glory to God in the highest;
Peace on earth, good-will to men; 
Peace on earth, good-will to men!

Angels we have heard on high sweetly singing o'er the plains,
And the mountains in reply echoing their joyous strains.
Gloria in excelsis Deo.
Gloria in excelsis Deo.

Shepherds, why this jubilee? Why your joyous strains prolong?
What the gladsome tidings be which inspire your heav'nly song? 
Come to Bethlehem and see Him whose birth the angels sing;
Come adore on bended knee Christ the Lord, the newborn King.
Gloria in excelsis Deo.
Gloria in excelsis Deo.


I am grateful for the records that we have of this wonderful night and of all of the participators in the scriptures of whom we can learn from. And can you guess what happened while we were sitting there singing those beautiful hymns about the shepherds and the birth of our Savior? A shepherd came quietly over the hill right next to us guiding his sheep.  The conditions and the message hit me powerfully.  Not only was it incredible to see an actual shepherd leading his sheep, but I immediately thought about how Christ is our Good Shepherd.  It all came together once more as I sang about the Babe that saved us all and who lives today to lead us back to our Heavenly Father.

How silently, how silently the wondrous gift was giv'n!
So God imparts to human hearts the blessings of his heav'n.
No ear may hear his coming; but in this world of sin,
Where meek souls will receive him, still the dear Christ enters in.

Lord, with the angels we too would rejoice;
Help us to sing with the heart and voice:
Glory to God, Glory to God, 
Glory to God in the highest;
Peace on earth, good-will to men;
Peace on earth, good-will to men!


September 3, 2014

THESE SHOES



I think the combination of living in the same apartment for a year, along with the feeling of fall and fresh starts, has motivated me to organize and clean the random corners of our place.  So I decided to go through my shoes the other day, and pulled out these: my worn-through Toms that I took to Jerusalem on my study abroad.  I thought, "I have probably worn these five times since I got home (because they are so beat-up), so why am I hanging onto them?" So I tossed them in my pile of shoes that were being thrown out.  And immediately the tears came, and I picked them back up and held them in my hands.  It was like a switch was turned on.  All of a sudden, I realized why I had hung onto them for the past few years (I left on my study abroad three years ago just a few days ago which seems so wild and crazy!). :( All of a sudden, memory after memory came flooding through my mind of these shoes and the places they had taken me.  My time in Jerusalem was one of the best experiences of my life.  I grew in every way, and in more ways than I thought possible.  I fell in love with this incredible city that I still call home.  I laughed, cried, sung, danced, and walked all over that city, many days in these shoes.  I realized that I had subconsciously held onto these shoes because having them meant that it was all real and not a dream.  Because having them was my link to Jerusalem.  

I had a good cry.  My cries about Jerusalem come every so often, but each time I never miss that city less.  I'm always a mess around Christmas and Easter, as G can tell you.  But it's because if I know anything in this world, it's that Jesus was in fact the Christ.  He died and was resurrected.  He lived on this earth.  He is our perfect example.  He atoned for all of our sins.  He is our Savior.  By following Him we can return to live with Him someday.  Nothing is sweeter to me than this message of good news.   In short, that's why I'm so attached to these shoes.  They took me places where I learned things about Jesus.  

To lessen the sting, I decided to take some pictures.  So pardon me for the coming cheesy shoe pics.



I mean...the leather is peeling up from the toe on the inside, the toes are peeling back from being stubbed so many times on those uneven streets, they definitely don't look very clean, and they don't smell the best if I'm being completely honest.  But they are so perfectly formed to my feet that they are still so comfy.  I put them on again and wore them around the house for a little while, until I really had to leave.  It was so unexpectedly hard to throw those shoes away, but I am a bit of a practical house keeper, so after a few days of them sitting next to the trash can, I eventually did put them in.  And the trash is long gone so there is no changing my mind now! It's okay though.  I know my shoes aren't the most important thing ever and do I really want to keep crusty old shoes in my closet for the rest of my life? And anyways, when I left the house that day I did look down and smile because these are the shoes that I had on:


My leather sandals I bought in Jerusalem!!!! Life is still good. :)

And because I am homesick for Jerusalem, I am going to share tons of photos from my time there.  I hope you love them a least a little bit. :) (and warning: this post is LONG because I wanted it to be).


THESE SHOES TOOK ME: 





 ^^ on an underground tour of the JC, on my first city night of many in West J, 
to the Garden Tomb for the first time... ^^

  










^^^ to Turkey! Namely to: Istanbul, Assos, a silk market, 
Nicea (where the Nicene Creed was established that declared God the Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost as one), the Hagia Sophia (where Adam's shoe fit over mine), 
ferry rides from the European side of Turkey to the Asian side, 
my first mosque, Troy, and Pergamon... ^^^












^^^ to herding sheep (harder than you'd think), 
using ancient wells (notice Devin's face it cracks me up), 
grinding fresh hyssop to season our pitas, and making pitas all at the Biblical Zoo...
 to my first sukkah, the Tower of David, pizza (!), 
on the rooftops of the Old City, to Nasir's shop to buy an awesome hat and tons of scarves, 
to the Garden Tomb countless more times... ^^^

















^^^ to Jordan: Madaba, Jerash (for jumping pictures), 
 to see a reenactment of chariot races and battles, 
to huge theatres, where Jacob wrestled with God, and to the river Jordan... ^^^










^^ to Princess Bosna School for Disabled Children to teach the pre-schoolers English, 
to JC women's basketball games (best idea Aubs), past ten thousand stray cats,
to Yad Vashem (the Holocaust memorial), to synagogue, 
to the Pools of Bethesda, and to watch Marissa rock it as Joseph.... ^^












^^ to Galilee: to study HARD, to get rained on and eat fish next to the Sea of Galilee, 
to visit Dan Spring which fills the entire Jordan River and Dead Sea,
to the border of Lebanon and Israel, to Nimrod's castle... ^^










^^^ to the Herodium overlooking Bethlehem with an awesome class, to eat watermelon popsicles, 
to the tent restaurant in Bethlehem, and the Church of the Nativity, 
to a manger underneath that church, to the shepherd's fields to sing Christmas hymns... ^^^








^^ to Schindler's grave, to the Garden Tomb one last time (I went every Shabbat except a few), 
to the Austrian Hospice, to a little town to explore, to say lots of goodbye's, 
and to look at my city... ^^


These shoes took me so many places.  And I went to so many more wearing different shoes! That semester of my life was amazing.  I'm so grateful for my experiences there and for my shoes for bringing them to my mind again.  (If anyone made it this far, I'm seriously impressed.  I do this blog for myself (& Gordy), so that's why I chose to do a long post.) I LOVE JERUSALEM!